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Saturday, September 3, 2011

Real vs IF

If you think I 'am wrong, then I will show what is real wrong to you...
If you say I am selfish, then i will show what is the real selfish to you...
If you say I am bad, then I will show you what is the real bad...
If you say I am fake, then i will show the fakest face ever to you...
But then,
If you say I am your friend, I will show you the true friend to you ^^

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Please don't try to challenge my patience all the time~~!!! I keep quiet from last time until now, doesn't mean i will keep quiet forever~~~ please behave yourself!!! After you give those fucking shit comment, please take care of your own behavior, make sure you didn't repeat the same thing!!! if you want to do same thing, please keep ur FUCKING MOUTH SHUT!!!! People won't judge you if you did not do so!!!!! One more thing!! you stress I also stress~~!!!!! Don't mess up with me!!!! I did not Owe you!!!! YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!GO FUCK OFF AND BEK TO HELL LA~~~~U FUCKING PUSSY!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Fucking Ugly Face

Sometimes I really fed up...i wondering those people who come  to me are really sincere or have their own purposes?? Honestly, I don't feel myself so capable until can be used by others...but...weird...mostly FRIENDS around me, they have their motive in me....WHY??? I don't know.... can I have true friends?? seriously I have it...they are always in my heart, no matter where they are or how far I go....so adorable friends....

What is true friends to me.... to me, true friends will accept all of you, include your weaknesses and temper... anything need my help, they will straight talk to me, coz they know I'm sure will help them...the people around me are so much different with my lovely friends, they be friendly and kind to me only when they need me~~~ yuck~~~~you guys are so ugly!!! shuushuu~~~~stay out of my way~~~!!!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

妖精的誓言


我愿在月圆下埋下誓言
手中的圆月是我的结
就像梅洛欧千年等待着伯乐的出现
城主将血洒满剑
剑只为伯乐你发亮
而为了你
我愿等待千年的思念
化为迷惑的妖精
到你身边
静静的考近你
静静的喜欢你


妖精可以放弃美味的精气
而我就是静静的爱着你
就算我俩不同世界
这样的我...
你还爱吗?



Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Life in New world

Thank God my blog are still available, thought it will disappear after few months leave blanks...hehehe~~~~

Now study at Sheffield, UK~~~studying for my CF test, but end up blogging at here....haiz~~~~~Lazy Worm inside my body wake up again ne~~~~~
Sien sien~~~~lots of work starting to flood my life again....haiz~~~~dunno whether i still can able to handle it just like usual~~~hopefully everything will be alrite...*yawn* Sleepy nite~~~~

Thursday, January 6, 2011

我不能了。。。

我快透不过气了。。。很辛苦,很想他。。。可是我不可以再留恋,你我都明白这对我们都好。。。纠缠不清只会让我更痛苦。。。放手是对的。。。我的心真的很痛,可是欲哭无泪。。。憋得好辛苦。。。
你的影子总是出现在脑海里,挥不去。。。因为真的爱你真的在乎你,所以才选择离开。。。我想要你独立而不是整天躲在自己的壳里。。。你告诉我你没勇气,你知道当我听到的感受吗?我们在一起两年了,经过了那么多,现在才说没勇气??还是你只是在逃避??
你让我觉得自己真的好失败。。。我很努力的维持这段感情,你有想过我用了多大的勇气吗??为了让你开心,该做和不该做的都尽力去完成,你不喜欢的东西我尽力改掉。。。
你还要我怎样??!!!
当我在努力时,你到底做了什么??我有想过和你有将来,可是我发现这想法是可笑的。。。你根本没为我们的将来做打算,就连现在都让我好失望。。。你口口声声要我给你多一次机会,你凭什么?? 我又凭什么给你?我没有信心了。。。真的不知道了。。。找不到继续的理由。。。
希望你可以明白我的最后一次的用心,请不要怨我。。。我不知道要怎么做才能让你清醒了。。。再见了,我的爱。。。

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Just Me...

这几天都忙着打工。。。都没什么时间好好的休息。。。不过我不累。。。
妈妈并不知道我打工。。。我不想说因为我懒得解释。。。哈哈~~~
不过其实我自己知道,我只想用忙碌来充实自己, 不让自己休息, 我在逃避。。。
搞笑的是我不知道自己在逃避什么。。。功课?朋友?家人?
我觉得是我在逃避自己。。。我不想改变, 可是我已经变了。。。不一样。。。
连我自己都怕了自己。。。我不停的挑战自我, 弄得满身很累。。。我的思想不在那么的单纯的狡猾。。。我开始有心机,自私。。。有个朋友告诉我, 人是要自私的, 如果你这一分钟不恨,下一分钟就被人踩在脚下。。。
本来我不相信的, 可是慢慢的观察,原本很亲密的朋友都可以为了自己而反咬你一口。。。
无论以前你对他/她多好,这一刻当他们只想自己时,以前就是狗屁~~!!
不过没关系。。。你对我如何, 我会慢慢的还给你们。。。我也开始自私。。。别怪我狠心, 因为这是你们教我的。。。

我不叫这是报复,这是还给你们所给我的东西。。。你们等着瞧啦~~ 还有慢慢长路。。。