好想你哦~~ ^^

亲爱的， 我真的很想你。。。很想很想你。。。好期待Christmas的到来。。。可以快快见到*HUG*好期待我可以为你下厨。。。不过，I'm not so sure the " Mushroom Chic Chop" that i going to cook 可以吃吗。。。那天不是有意要让你担心， 手机真的没电了嘛。。。我也知道你不是在发我脾气，故意惩罚我， 要我煮东西。。。想起来我也好久没煮给你吃了。。。你是个馋嘴猫， 不过也很挑剔。。。结果就答应拉。。。mana tau！！！你叫我煮西餐！！！还是那个我没试过的。。。=.="  怎么办嘞？？ 就煮咯。。。亲爱的， 如果你拉肚子， 我会带你去看医生的。。。别担心。。。呵呵~~
在倒数4天， 很难熬咯。。。去年的X' Mas， 我还记得我们认不出彼此， 想起都觉得搞笑。。。当我在看见你时， 小鹿还是很不听话， 到处乱乱撞啦！*blush*你那时好可爱哦。。。别的女生也在看！！不爽嘞~~~不过那时有点生气你， 因为我特地去找你， 结果找很久才找到， 每俩下你就走人！！什么嘛！！算了。。。呵呵~~不过好开心我们又可以在一起。。。真的好爱你哦，亲爱的~~不会在轻易放手， 答应你哦~~
P/S：我知道你不会来看我的部落， 所以写肉麻一点 也没关系， 这样才不会尴尬咯~~哈哈哈
All I want is you, my dear~~

坏心情。。。

最近心情超不好的， 不知道为什么会那么情绪化。。。难道要更年期了？？？！！@_@（FELICiA不要想那么多。。。=_=" 哈哈。。。这几天我根本不知道自己在干嘛。。。很烦很烦很烦。。。烦什么嘞？不知道。。。 最近他也是很忙， 我们已经好久好久没好好的聊了。。。 就算上次回去我们也是没什么聊到。。。有时会忍不住怀疑到。。。真的有那么忙吗？我也是忙啊。。。不见我不睬你， 还每天早起叫你起床。。。唉~~~
根姐妹淘聊心事， 她们也没办法。。。一巴掌拍不响阿！ 我想吵他都不愿意吵。。。连沟通都难了。。。唉~~~
这两个星期很重要。。。都是重点的每一天。。。忙忙忙忙。。。。希望看到我家宝贝时心情会好一点。。。宝贝， 姐姐很想你。。。唉~~~
还有每天都要看到那讨厌的脸我就很累。。。真恨不得叫他从18 楼跳下去啦。。。免得碍眼！！真是垃圾。。。做的东西都是垃圾。。。休想我会再帮你！！狗咬吕洞冰不识好人心。。。浪费我时间。。。（突然觉得用华语骂人也是一种艺术，可是这种艺术很累。。。）唉~~~
目前为止， 值得让我高兴的事。。。我可以又回家了。。。还没跟妈讲。。。不知道会kena骂。。。管他的。。。就是想见我家宝贝。。。宝贝比较重要。。。老妈， 不好意思啦。。宝贝比较可爱。。。你也可爱， 可是就差宝贝一点。。。不对，是很多点。。。哈哈哈哈~~
就写到这了。。。 华语对我来说不难， 可是有点累。。。呵呵~~~

我与Password的邂逅

What a stupid day... Early this morning, i have a lazy mood to college...although really tired, but i still attend my Econometric lecture...but, I not really pay attention to wat Mr Goh said...haiz...
OK...never mind...then after that I go eat Bak kut Teh with my classmate, it is really nice but I feel sick actually, so not dare to eat so much...haiz~~~
OK...never mind...back to hostel, i chat to my Only DEAR...so long din chat with him d...thought to chat and try to make him happier...but i cakap 5 times he just reply me one...HE IS BUSY WATCHING VIDEO!!! Dunno what video so interesting until so hard to reply my word...
OK...never mind...about 6 sumth I go have dinner with my cell group leader Shee Wuen...is a nice dinner time...we talk a lot and have an enjoyable moment...
OK...Fine...when i back to hostel and try to log in my laptop... WTH!!! How could i forget my own password??!! Before go out dinner, I have my EMO time....I abit sad because recently he really no time for me...haiz...blame myself...I change my Laptop password until I don know what I have changed...T_T swt~~
Really SAD>.<.... my Titi gal try to contact her friends to get some solutions... but most of the EXPERTS said BYE BYE FORMAT!!! ARRR~~~ I don wan format le...a lot important thing inside my laptop...
OK...Fine....finally Gary helps me settle...THX GOD...finally i can log in...i swear...NO NEXT TIME, DO NOT SIMPLY CHANGE PASSWORD!!
Haiz....until now still He still busy with his things...I din blame him...it's just abit sad...
His gf sick jor...he not even concern, just ask me take care myself...haizz~~~
Cincai la...Don't want care so much...later got some1 will said I sendiri ' kek' myself....

陌生人vs情人

在某年的夏天。。。两个陌生人遇见彼此。。。
那年的她是多么的开心， 而他在那年找到目标。。。
就在相遇时刻。。。大家还是陌生人。。。没任何交际。。。

在偶然的另个夏天（M'sia js have summer nya...)
两人从陌生人变成朋友。。。
那年她因别人而烦恼。。。他因学业而烦恼。。。可
两人互相分享，互相支持， 互相安慰。。。
只希望对方会快乐些。。。

不知过了多少夏天。。。
男人对女人说：“我们可以朋友变情人吗？”
当时的她已是别人的她。。。
他对她， 等待是无怨的。。。
过不了多久， 女人被她的他伤透了。。。
傻傻的他默默地陪伴他的她。。。
或许日久生情， 或许真的被感动了。。。
那一年， 朋友变情人。。。

可惜女人与男人之间有太多的秘密。。。
女人认为他们之间有太多的距离。。。
恨下心再次从情人变成朋友。。。
女人永远无法忘记男人给她的浪漫惊喜。。。
可是她 再也没有机会。。。
那也是女人的遗憾， 因为她的胆怯，她永远无法再抓住当时的浪漫。。。
心痛的无法呼吸。。。

在某个夏天晚上，女人再次鼓起勇气的大声说爱你
男人听见了。。。
原来两人都没放开彼此过。。。再一次。。。
朋友变成情人。。。
就算是自私， 女人对自己承诺，
不会再放手，要给她的他幸福。。。给他一个不一样的爱。。。
希望不会因自己而受伤害。。。

我们的生命有不同的转弯，
不同的爱情被冲上岸，
我在岸上捡起留下的遗憾，
而我们的缘分是下一个波的浪。。。

不想再次失去。。。
当选择再次成为陌生人时， 一切就无法再挽回。。。

Someday....如果有一天

曾经说好一起的未来。。。
不知何时变成了一个负担。。。
何时开始
就算很久没见面。。。亲爱的。。。 我不再想你了。。。
何时开始
我的喜怒哀乐。。。不再有你。。。
何时开始
在忙碌中。。。不再关心 你吃了吗？ 累了吗？
何时开始
难过时陪在我身边的不再是我亲爱的你。。。
何时开始
最初的梦想未来。。。变成一个工具。。。
一个我们之间唯一 的交流。。。
何时开始
我们的言语只剩下沉默。。。
何时开始。。。
我们的爱呢？
我们默契的说：“ 我们只是为未来在努力。。。只是忙。。。”

亲爱的。。。如果有一天。。。你会怎么做呢？
不对。。。 是我会怎么做呢？
亲爱的。。。我只知道。。。我不想有如果那么的一天。。。

我的失望

有人说：有时失望也是一种幸福。。。因为有期待才会有失望。。。因为有爱才会有期待。。。
直到今天我才明白。。。

Do you ever know??

Have you ever think what i really want from you?
Have you ever think what i feels?
Especially when you forget about my existence...
Have you ever know, how pain i feel in my heart?
when you say you will spend more time with me...
do you know how happy i feel?...
But you never know....
When you rather spend time with you friends, your study, your business...but not me...
I did not hope much...and i am not greedy... I just need some attention from you...
Have you ever think, what i want is not just a simple love?
I wish out love just like a story book, we would meet at the every first page...
I wish I can give you everything that I have in my life...
Do you ever know how special you are?
You gave me dreams...but you also kill me with the dreams...
I hope everything is not too late...I hope you know...how much i need you?
When you busy... I hope I can accompany you silently...
When you upset...I hope I can share the sad with you...
When you angry...I hope I can make you happy...
When you tired... I hope I can give you my arms and let you rest...
There are nothing i want from you...but just you love and attention to me...
All of my hopes, i not dare to tell you...
This is because I don want our love become a burden for you...

Swimming Day

23 July 2009... today i have a bad mood, actually can say i tired coz the day before i whole nite din sleep n try to complete my assignment... n CK did not acc me T_T, i really feel frustrate that time... the assignment cannot finish on time and all of us have to do it over9...and some more gt one FATTY come spoil my mood....but in the evening.. i decided to release my tension... so i BANANA my clsmates and my lovely daughter, Titi... hehehe... we have fun in the swimming pool... actually we just go there take photo but not swimming....and we finally realized that become a model is not easy as we all think...hehhehe~~


From the left is Pit Vit, Titi, Brian...
hahaha~~~ The show begin like that....

The pattern abit ugly...hehe...for a new learner...don hiam so much ok????....initially, the klorin makes my eye v pain leh...but slowly still ok, when i open my eye...actully i cannt see anyth but jus blur blur...even take photo i also agak agak the direction of the camera...hehehe~~~
not bad wat....hehehe~~


it is not easy to open ur mouth in the water....DEEP...




Hehe~~~ circus....

Actually still got a lot photo, but i already lazy to upload it d...hehehe...go see my facebook la....felicialim12@hotmail.com

Finally I reach KL...

I stay KL already 1 week... i still don't like here... don't like the people... the air... the environment... i hate everything.... after i come here... i realized one thing... it is so good tat can study with your own friends n geng...hehehe~~~ i miss my friends...

I have a friends who study same with me... stay with me... i not sure tat is my problem o her problems....i feel much different in her... she become so selfish...act like princess... stingy... she won't help me in everything... except i ask o i beg ... i don't like the feel... if we are frien... we should help each other... i still remember, when she met problems i tried my best to help her... haiz~~~ i tried d... having a real friend is much harder than u think... especially in real world...

I much quiet now... don talk too much... don wan cap so much d... i just want complete my study... tat's it... tat's all....

Yesterday....

Finally Cindy got her chance to go gurney... we walk around and buy her new phone... and meet my old friend, Chong Wei...after that we go sushi king find Anson to get Cindy's IC...OMG~~~ where got pp simply ask pp to keep their IC one...lol~~~ after that we accompany her go apply back her number...then hanging around at gurney... i met mumi... so nice... wakaka~~ sound so lesbian...
But honestly, i really no mood ytd... coz i broke again...T_T... why my life so miserable n poor n why have to be so Qi cham....???? God~ tell me why??? Ai~~~ but no matter what... life still have to go on rite? i saw a lot of sale at gurney... N i really feel wanna buy... but i can't, i have to control my expenses all the time... well, you knw... better financial planning for future safe... ya... that's rite...hahaha~~~~ hopefully i can pass through the hard time this few years... i can't b so selfish... i totally understand my mom n my family's consequences... so honey... THIS THE TIME TO GROW UP D....HEHE...

All my fault...

9/4...
2day is a miserable day...i do a lot of mistake....but except one....
1st...i should'nt post those photo...2nd i m late....n cause pp waiting abt 1hour plus....ai~~~~
people keep ignoring me...but nv mind i m still fine with that...
After few hour, i not feelin well... but no one notice that...nv mind~~coz somebody are drunk...n i busy finding her n take care her....
After that, v go subaidah 2hv supper... on that time my eyes bc redish n pain...no one notice that...
we hv a lot of fun there... until v sing birthday song...smone is bc crazy...i m v tired...no one notice that...
The moment she rude to me, the moment i scold her...i feel that who m i to her?
She nv knw how much she mean to me.... although i cannt treat her good as other... but everyth i can do, i ll help her no matter wat...but seem like she never appreciate it...i m v sad n dissapointed... mayb to her i m jus a passenger in her life...maybe...i try so hard nt to think so much...coz i wan make my life easier n more happy...hehe...ai~~~
Dont care....

Hory's birthday

today~~me n cindy go gurney buy presents 4hory hor( CC Apek)...kakaka....v go 3dot buy his G-string...then go S&J buy mao mao....highlight pink mao mao...v plan 2stick on the G-String hahaha~~~super funny...then v go buy cake...ai~~ the cake spoilt bcoz of my leg....the ' Fuck you Peace' loss the 'E' ai~~sob~~~n summr the cake str8 zou wei...haha...sengek one side...the cake actually round shape...bt at last don knw bcame wat shape d....ai~~~

My 1st Day...

Hahaha....while reading Cindy's blog, i create my own....i have my blog b4...but already been abandoned for so long...wish that i wun like d....F'licia!!! Time to grow up.....Fed up with all guys stupid attitude....I ll b free...Get lost Sucker!!!!